I cant even begin to explain the amount of love I have held for 2007. It hasn't always been the easiest and the fact of the matter is, 3 absolutely amazing months made this year the best ever.
I know I have talked about the amount of gratitude I have for my friends I made this summer at State Farm, but I honestly believe that meeting them has completely changed my outlook on life. Selected few, and they know who they are, have helped me realize the true self worth I have, and that I shouldn't doubt myself so much. The strength I have I owe to the amount of self discovery I have experienced since June. I have been reading a book called Captivating (as suggested to me by Jenna!!) and with every page I realized the problems I have experienced for three years, are normal. and that I am a wounded woman, but my wounds need not be healed by men, or men that I feel that will fix them, they are wounds that need to be healed by God. Honestly, I have been looking for a man to tell me the things I want to hear, not what I needed to hear. This has now lifted a cloud I had once experienced. I know what I want, and I am in no rush to get it. If it needs to be rushed, then its not worth it. Yes, many of you know what I am going through right now in this "relationship" department, but to me, its worth it, by dating guys I am not interested in seems like a waste of time, Im waiting. Thats that.
Next year, life is going to be changed even more. In May, I will graduated from Eastern Illinois University with a B.S. in Elementary Education, and in August, I will begin student teaching. When did I become old enough to graduate college... this is ridiculous! But I have great friends at home so I am extremely excited to be home right now! :)
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